...so dead.

Like MidnightMadness11 kindly pointed out, I update quite rarely. Hardly ever, to be exact, haha! I've been thinking about updating this journal though, every single time I log on to deviantart and see my profile page and also see my journal. But I never get to the point where I'd actually do something about it. Now's finally the time!

First off, I have to say something related to my last journal entry: my girlfriend and I broke up. It was actually quite some time ago. That just goes to show just how often I think about updating my journal... Tbh, we broke up in November so yeah, haha, lol.

Anyway.

I come to deviantart every day, but it's not as important to me as it used to be. That's probably one of the main reasons why I don't update much. This site is not the place it was anymore. I've moved on to AFF, pretty much. That's where all the interesting stuff seems to be happening, that's where the readers seem to be at the moment. I know I have tons of followers here as well, but you guys hardly ever leave a comment! On AFF I have dozens of comments flooding in, here maybe one or two. And the comments are exactly the reason why I post stuff here, so when there're no comments, I don't feel like coming here.

Of course I still come here to see what's going on. But still, deviantart isn't in my priorities anymore. It's quite funny, actually, because at first I disliked AFF very much and thought that I could never enjoy myself there, but look at me now! But seriously, the site has improved a lot and I seem to reach a way wider audience there than I do here. Vain as it is, I do enjoy being noticed and recognized as a fanfic writer. I love you guys, especially you who have stayed with me from the very first, terrible fics to my 2min era to where I am now. But somehow it seems that a lot of you aren't here anymore, either. Perhaps it's because I've changed fandoms so completely and suddenly. At first 2min was all I'd write (and some other SHINee pairings), now WonKyu is my OTP. I suppose that those you liked my SHINee fics aren't too interested in WonKyu and vice versa.

And now that I've joined Tumblr, it's a way more convenient way for me to see amazing pictures of different idols than deviantart. Plus Twitter and Tumblr keep me far better updated on what's going on in the fandom and such than deviantart. Thus there's not much left for deviantart to do, really. I'm still not interested in posting poetry here again, either.

Not to mention how much I have going on in my personal life. Oh well, my life is not very interesting, but I just have a couple of issues to deal with, issues that consume most of my time and energy.

Anyway, I think I won't be updating this journal any more often than until now, haha. I'm not leaving deviantart, not yet at least. I don't want to stop posting my stuff here, even if hardly anyone reads it, just because I'm afraid that I still have readers here who haven't joined AFF and therefore have no ther way to read my fics than this site. I don't want to force anyone to join AFF, so I'll carry on as long as there seems to be an audience to do it for.

But just in case you are in AFF, my username there is Sapuska. Just subscribe to me or become friends with me there, I accept everyone ^^ And if you got curious, my tumblr is toomanytinythings.tumblr.com . It's mostly Kyuhyun, but I also reblog everything related to Super Junior, WonKyu and SHINee.

Yeah, I suppose that's all I've got to say right now. I've got to run to check out my dashboard!