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Like MidnightMadness11 kindly pointed out, I update quite rarely. Hardly ever, to be exact, haha! I've been thinking about updating this journal though, every single time I log on to deviantart and see my profile page and also see my journal. But I never get to the point where I'd actually do something about it. Now's finally the time!

First off, I have to say something related to my last journal entry: my girlfriend and I broke up. It was actually quite some time ago. That just goes to show just how often I think about updating my journal... Tbh, we broke up in November so yeah, haha, lol.


I come to deviantart every day, but it's not as important to me as it used to be. That's probably one of the main reasons why I don't update much. This site is not the place it was anymore. I've moved on to AFF, pretty much. That's where all the interesting stuff seems to be happening, that's where the readers seem to be at the moment. I know I have tons of followers here as well, but you guys hardly ever leave a comment! On AFF I have dozens of comments flooding in, here maybe one or two. And the comments are exactly the reason why I post stuff here, so when there're no comments, I don't feel like coming here.

Of course I still come here to see what's going on. But still, deviantart isn't in my priorities anymore. It's quite funny, actually, because at first I disliked AFF very much and thought that I could never enjoy myself there, but look at me now! But seriously, the site has improved a lot and I seem to reach a way wider audience there than I do here. Vain as it is, I do enjoy being noticed and recognized as a fanfic writer. I love you guys, especially you who have stayed with me from the very first, terrible fics to my 2min era to where I am now. But somehow it seems that a lot of you aren't here anymore, either. Perhaps it's because I've changed fandoms so completely and suddenly. At first 2min was all I'd write (and some other SHINee pairings), now WonKyu is my OTP. I suppose that those you liked my SHINee fics aren't too interested in WonKyu and vice versa.

And now that I've joined Tumblr, it's a way more convenient way for me to see amazing pictures of different idols than deviantart. Plus Twitter and Tumblr keep me far better updated on what's going on in the fandom and such than deviantart. Thus there's not much left for deviantart to do, really. I'm still not interested in posting poetry here again, either.

Not to mention how much I have going on in my personal life. Oh well, my life is not very interesting, but I just have a couple of issues to deal with, issues that consume most of my time and energy.

Anyway, I think I won't be updating this journal any more often than until now, haha. I'm not leaving deviantart, not yet at least. I don't want to stop posting my stuff here, even if hardly anyone reads it, just because I'm afraid that I still have readers here who haven't joined AFF and therefore have no ther way to read my fics than this site. I don't want to force anyone to join AFF, so I'll carry on as long as there seems to be an audience to do it for.

But just in case you are in AFF, my username there is Sapuska. Just subscribe to me or become friends with me there, I accept everyone ^^ And if you got curious, my tumblr is . It's mostly Kyuhyun, but I also reblog everything related to Super Junior, WonKyu and SHINee.

Yeah, I suppose that's all I've got to say right now. I've got to run to check out my dashboard!
  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: Hurts - Somebody To Die For
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  • Watching: Chinese variety shows
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I'm 18-year-old poet from Finland and I study in High School for Creative Writing. I write in Finnish and I used to translate all my poems myself. Then I found myself a beta, Sith Fisto, who did the translating for me. But slowly I started to write too much; the number of poems per month kept growing and growing. Now I write roughly 70-90 poems per month and as you probably understand, that is too much to translate. And it's also too much for me to keep up; I can't choose between them which should be translated and which should be forgotten. I don't have the time to read them through, I just write. Therefore I no longer publish my poems here. This hiatus won't last forever but as long as it has to. I'm really sorry about this. For further information, check out my journal.

I also write fanfiction but nowhere near as much as poetry. One or two series every now and then will do. Be patient! My favourite pairings are 2Min and WonKyu and most (if not all) my stories are based on those couples. You can also find my work in AFF under the nick Sapuska.

I love Kpop and I'm ELF, Shawol, Inspirit, BEAUTY, VIP, Baby, Blackjack, Kissme and part time A+ and Cassie. Block B and B1A4 as well as SNSD have good songs, too. But I'm very open when it comes to music and I don't care about genres, I care about good music. I also listen to Hurts, Linkin Park, Happoradio and Poets of the Fall.

I guess that's about it. If you want to know more about me, just ask. I'm bad at introducing myself like this.

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MidnightMadness11 Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2013  Student Writer
Do you EVER update your journal? :P
Roccari Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
NEVER :DD Though I should, because I've broken up with my gf like three months ago already so that post is kind of... stupid to have there. But I just don't find the energy to do it or just simply forget it! Whenever I go to my profile I think that yes, I should do something about it, at least remove the journal from my frontpage, but then I click on to the messages and then boom, I've forgotten it xD
MidnightMadness11 Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2013  Student Writer
Roccari Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
But look! I updated it, thanks to you!
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donghae1510 Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for :+fav: :) :D :hug:
Roccari Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
you're welcome ^^
Kimiikins Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
Ackk i didn't realize that you made new deviantions, can't wait to read them!! (sighh if only i wasn't so busy XD) Oh, btw, random question, do you have an account on aff too o.o?
Oh, i also didnt realize that it was your b-day!!! So sorry, and happy late birthday!!!
Roccari Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
yes, I have an account on AFF ^^ But there I use nick "Sapuska" instead of Roccari~ Do you use AFF, then? And thanx, haha ^^
Kimiikins Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
Ok I'm gonna try and find you then! My name is the same tho haha Kimiikins ^^' And yeah, but I just joined recently cause everyone started talking about something called "AFF" so I got curious and asked my friends about it and so I made one :D I want to read your fics on there instead because I have all these tabs on aff and deviantart so it might be easier to just have it on aff xD Eepp sorry for my babbling again '~'
Roccari Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
AFF is a great place for fanfiction lovers ^^ I actually like AFF more than deviantart nowadays. I have more readers there and many people comment my stories there, too. The site can be a little confusing at first but once you get familiar with it, it's going to make a lot more sense, haha ^^ So welcome!
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